Did the best that I could; said I'd die for you and I would.
But I drowned all those feelings in the flood.
Need to know if you're there if you're listening to my prayers

to my tears, feel like raindrops through the mud.
How was I to know that a year ago I'd need

to read between the lines and every lie and that's why;

Every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted;
and every time I close my eyes I'm not alone;
and every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted;
I try to drown you out so down goes another one!
Living Fast; dying young; but I'm living with what you've done.
Now I face accusations; I won't run; No!
I'm starting to remember things that you said;
I'm unravelling what they meant;
But the world moves on; you're just another one!
And how can I go on; cause when I'm in the sun

I see your shadow on the ground.
But you're never there when I turn around.