I wish I had a boyfriend,
I wish I had a loving man in my life,
I wish I had a father,
and maybe then I would have turned alright.
But now I'm just crazy, I'm totally mad,
I'm fucked in the head.
And maybe if I really tried with all of my heart,
then I could make a brand new start in love with you.
Oh I wish I had a sun tan,
I wish I had a pizza and a bottle of wine,
I wish I had a beach house,
then we could make a big fire every night,
instead I'm just crazy; I'm totally mad.