I remember that time when I almost finished with my life. It was the most horrible and selfish thing I ever did, but it felt so good for a second, you know, knowing that there is wasn't be a tomorrow. It's like the most passionate moment of your life. Everything is about feelings, cause is the last time you're gonna feel something. You try to live it the hardest, but I just gave up, like everyday in my life. I just give up. I say I'm not gonna do it but I do. I don't know how to live or how to keep my life on going. I'm stuck, I'm like a model with a broken stiletto.